“A cold coming we had of it,
Just the worst time of the year
For a journey, and such a long journey:
The was deep and the weather sharp,
The very dead of winter.”
And the camels galled, sore-footed, refractory,
Lying down in the melting snow.
There were times we regretted
The summer palaces on slopes, the terraces,
And the silken girls bringing sherbet.
Then the camel men cursing and grumbling
And running away, and wanting their liquor and women,
And the night-fires gong out, and the lack of shelters,
And the cities hostile and the towns unfriendly
And the villages dirty, and charging high prices.:
A hard time we had of it.
At the end we preferred to travel all night,
Sleeping in snatches,
With the voices singing in our ears, saying
That this was all folly.
Then at dawn we came down to a temperate valley,
Wet, below the snow line, smelling of vegetation;
With a running stream and a water-mill beating the darkness,
And three trees on the low sky,
And an old white horse galloped away in the meadow.
Then we came to a tavern with vine-leaves over the lintel,
Six hands at an open door dicing for pieces of silver,
And feet kicking the empty wine-skins.
But there was no information, and so we continued
And arrived at evening, not a moment too soon
Finding the place; it was (you may say) satisfactory.
All this was a long time ago, I remember,
And I would do it again, but set down
This set down
This: were we lead all that way for
Birth or Death? There was a Birth, certainly,
We had evidence and no doubt. I have seen birth and death,
But had thought they were different; this Birth was
Hard and bitter agony for us, like Death, our death.
We returned to our places, these Kingdoms,
But no longer at ease here, in the old dispensation,
With an alien people clutching their gods.
I should be glad of another death.
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Flawed leadership?
Caroling and why its worth freezing for a bit
I think next year I’d like to add some mingling to the caroling because it was very hard to turn down hot chocolate several times over. That would have been another great way to show love. But all in all, a great time. I hope that you get the opportunity to partake in caroling next year wherever you are. It may not be your bag, and small children may preclude you from going (probably not the best idea to bring a 2 yr old), but it is something worth considering.
From Freeman to Freemen
One of the songs on the Seeds Worship CD’s is I Timothy 4:12. It comes on after, “The Rock song” as Connar calls it (Psalm 40:1-2), and says, just like the verse, “Don’t let anyone look down on you because you are young. But set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith, and in purity.” I actually wrote that verse down from memory (although I forgot ‘speech’ and had ‘faith’ in the wrong place) BECAUSE of the CD’s. They are helpful for adults, so that they can memorize scripture along with the children. I’ll never stop recommending those things.
When Tampa Bay drafted QB Josh Freeman out of Kansas State last year, I was disappointed. But I’ll admit that I was wrong on what he would bring on and off the field. This verse came to mind after Freeman called out his team for the recent string of arrests. Former FSU linebacker was tasered and arrested on Monday morning and Freeman apparently had enough. As a quarterback, he is supposed to be the leader on the field. But he is also probably the youngest player on the team, born in January 1988! If you do the math, and I just did, that makes him only 22 years old right now.
Since his coach, also the youngest coach in the league, has done little to actually discipline such players by taking away their most prized possession (a game check via suspension), Freeman has taken it upon himself to not only set the example, but to make sure others follow that example.
I don’t know if Freeman is a Christian. He may be-I’ve seen nothing to doubt that he is, and I do think I spotted the WWJD bracelet on him once and in this picture (I didn’t think they still made those things). But in calling these players out, not fearful of being the youngest one around, he is certainly following Jesus’ command to Timothy.
This is a fine example, and one in which I wish I would follow better myself. When the Bucs players get arrested, it reflects poorly on someone. Usually the coach, and the organization as a whole. When Christians walk according to their own flesh, whether in a public venue or in their own homes, it reflects poorly on Christ and His church as a whole.
So I’m thankful for Freeman. And I also hope all those who think they are too young to offer anything, will set the example for believers of all ages. And when older believers dishonor Christ (and don’t realize it, or refuse to change), I hope the younger ones can speak with love and the boldness of Free-men (sorry, I had to). Because in Christ we are truly free to fight for the honor of Christ and his reputation in the world. God isn’t afraid to use the young (or old for that matter), so we shouldn’t be afraid to be used, eh?
Henderson’s Santa reflections
In conclusion, all parents have to decide what they will do with Santa. I don’t think a death-to-Santa type of thinking is the way to go. I also don’t think we should culturally embrace anything without thinking through it with a Christ centered grid, and in community. But whatever you decide, remember that if Christ is truly your Lord, you can walk around in freedom, not fearing the disapproval or craving the respect from those with whom you differ-including me. No condemnation for those in Christ Jesus. Isn’t Jesus awesome?
What to do with Santa?
Bring back the Wow
“The idea that God, if there is a force of Logic and Love in the universe, that it would seek to explain itself is amazing enough. That it would seek to explain itself and describe itself by becoming a child born in straw poverty, in sh&$ and straw…a child… I just thought: “Wow!” Just the poetry … Unknowable love, unknowable power, describes itself as the most vulnerable. There it was. I was sitting there, and it’s not that it hadn’t struck me before, but tears came streaming down my face, and I saw the genius of this, utter genius of picking a particular point in time and deciding to turn on this.”
Choosing choo-choo over the Jets; UPDATED
Despite Bucs loss, someone is still singing off
The show airs tonight at 8 pm, and will go on for 5 nights, ending Dec 20th. If you get a chance to DVR it, I think it will be worth your time to see what it looks like to truly get the most out of God’s great gift of the human voice.
If blaming is bad, what about praising God for football success?
A majority of this week’s posts have been about football: more specifically blaming God for football mistakes.
Here’s a story about Tampa Bay Buccaneers DT and first round draft pick Gerald McCoy where this player does the opposite of Steve Johnson. He actually credits God for his improved play in recent weeks. Here’s an excerpt from the St Pete Times.
“My spiritual life, what was happening, I was swaying away from that,” McCoy said. “I was kind of doing things the way I wanted to do it. God had a plan for my life, and I wasn’t living according to how His plan was. “Once I got back on track is when things started to really make a quick transformation. Two games, three sacks, it happens that fast. You’ve got to stay on track with God, and things work out for you.”
First of all I have to say that I heard McCoy being interviewed on the Dan Patrick radio show, and he was very mature, classy, humble, and a godly lad.
In light of the respect I already have for this 21-22 year old, I’d simply like to throw out a question: “Since its never a good idea to blame God as the reason for your bad play, is it ALWAYS good to cite God as the reason for your good play?”
It is always good to attribute your God-given ability to, well, God. It is always good to attribute your opportunity to God; some folks just don’t get the opportunity because of coaching situations, injuries, family tragedies, etc…
But while attributing ability, opportunity, and even success to God, athletes need to be very careful in attempting to explain WHY God has granted those things. This can actually become quite dangerous.
God does bless people when they return to Him, but HOW He does that is His business. We don’t get a vote. God could be graciously (unmerited) blessing McCoy after He wandered and returned, that his poor play was God’s way of getting his attention. But its also possible, that McCoy, a rookie, has simply begun to learn to play within the system now.
There are numerous examples of God raising up athletes for seasons of their lives for a specific purpose and then setting them down. Pittsburgh Steeler’s Tommy Maddox comes to mind, as does Shaun King for the Bucs, both of whom are professing Christians. Both had A season of playing at a high level before being deposed.
Who knows why God exalted them for a bit, and then humbled them shortly after? Was it moral failure? Did God exalt them because they returned to the Lord? Did He simply want them to glorify Him in different places through defeat? No idea.
To assume we know WHY God allows Christian athletes, businessmen, or pastors to excel is to assume a very simple and reductionist view of God. It equates walking with God with outward success in life; aka the “prosperity gospel.” God simply becomes a vending machine with the currency of good works used to squeeze something out of Him.
In conclusion, I think it is awesome McCoy recognizes God’s Sovereignty in His success. I just wish he and other Christian athletes wouldn’t draw such a necessary connection between faith and success.

